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"You've reached David. Leave a message after the tone."

Date: 2026-04-28 01:17 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="bangparty"> (pic#18432044)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
—do you know that you are annoying?

( wanda says, a breath of a laugh in her words after he, very politely but decisively, tells her no. her hand forming the 'ok' moves to her face, her mouth, as she stifles her laugh. while, no, wanda could never know, unless david told her himself, that her question would echo a sentiment he had been told time and time again when his life was all sorts of out-of-sorts, she can still very much put his declining to the thought of 'david shall not be contained'.

he can be easy to read without needing to be read through. she had meant the red-blue ball, though, in a solemn gesture of sharing her powers with him. instead, he goes beyond that and shapes what she had (painstakingly!) created into an icy blue formless ball, remaining the same size. suppose the metaphor remains? )


I've never met someone who could do that to my powers. ( granted, not that she has allowed anyone before. she remembers what he had called himself the night before. ) I should start calling you the magic man.

( she won't. not on any super serious pretense.

instead, wanda raises her hand anew and picks at the liquid, formless shape he's created, and from the pinch of her thumb and forefinger, a thread of red unspools. it is, still, inherently, her own, and she can find still traces of it if she just thinks that she can, as she imagines she should. wanda continues to twirl her hand, a delicate dance of her fingers, until she has red dancing and covering her hand. this she will use to shape and form whatever remains of the non-liquid liquid between david's hands, until the red absorbs it entirely and it disappears at wanda's leisure.

she remains looking at her hand, wondering to herself if that should have felt different at all, but ultimately lowers it; hands in her pockets, arms straightened, she shrugs. )


When I feel the emotions of others, it gets under my skin. The louder it is, the longer it stays there. Some are really uncomfortable. Some feel like a warm hug. Back at the motel, I always had to make the conscious effort of switching it off. ( for it's not something one can just turn on-or-off; it gets tiring, like remembering to breathe or blink because your body won't just do it on automatic. ) I guess— I could shut it off around you, and you'd never know, and it'd be fine. Maybe some of your stronger emotions feel the way they do to me because it gets at something that I know too well.

( his bitterness at others, his angry spikes, agitation. they're not the same, their lived experiences, but they're close enough. wanda had long ago surrendered her anger, dismissed it for forced contentment, all while idealizing her sorrow and grief, leading to settling with inaction. to be fueled by anger again— well, she's got some bite back, and it's not just because of how being around david has changed her, for her time in the diadem has been rife with opportunity to do so, but he is, perhaps, the only one she doesn't feel ashamed of feeling right in her uglier, rightful emotions. ) But, even if that's the case, I want to get used to how you feel, even in the uncomfortable moments, because I do feel good around you the majority of the time.

( a quiet lift of her face, looking up, at the ceiling that's a lot closer to her now. she stretches up one hand, but doesn't manage to reach it— the illusion of height...

after this attempt, she steps off the couch, tugging now at her sleeves (she fidgets, too), turning to david. )


You changed my powers, but I was able to find my red back inside all that blue. ( a beat, her next words hesitant, as if trying to find the right phrasing for this. ) If we— Look, I trust you. You are special, and I just think that if we learn how to make our powers work better together, then— ( we could be pretty scary ) we could be amazing. Better than special. I'd understand you and you'd understand me, and would we really need a school to feel wanted? ( a light pinch of her brow, glancing away. ) I never got to finish school, so.

( all she is really trying to get to, is (with a quiet huff, turning to face him again): ) I'm sorry. You're the last person I want to upset.
Edited Date: 2026-04-28 01:21 pm (UTC)

Date: 2026-04-28 08:43 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> ❤ 𝑑𝑛𝑡. (pic#17848290)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( she follows, turning on her feet as he steps to the side and takes a seat. wanda, for now, doesn't. instead, considers david as he says that he doesn't need a school nor want a teacher (she thinks he's kind of old for that). who wouldn't feel jaded after getting expelled, anyway? in any case, while she had said that she was going to stop reading into them, it's not so much that as it was her intent to explain to him why his emotions (regardless of whether she reads into them or not) feel very abrupt to her.

maybe it's best to not linger on it and keep trying to make a point—

at his glance at the teacup, wanda picks it up, then offers it to him in the same movement as she sits next to him, in the same breath as his i am the magic man. it's still such a dumb name, but if he likes it—

(they're magic, the both of them. david had said that the previous night.)

arms crossed, legs stretched out, wanda just very casually leans against his side, a quiet mm of thought at his question. she may have moved away from him before, to the point that it made him feel some way about it, but right now she doesn't mind pressing into him like this, casual and light. )


I want a do-over. But with all the warnings of what went wrong, so that I don't... ( she goes silent. so that i don't end up alone. selfish as the thought may be, her parents deserved to live (how is she less than 10 years away from being as old as they ever were?), and she should be going through life with pietro, loud and annoying, by her side. she tightens her crossed arms onto herself, tries to make it less sad by saying, ) If I was a kid again, I would want to go to an American high school. Have lockers and cheer squad and after school clubs.

( she's not very serious about the latter )

Date: 2026-04-28 09:36 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (pic#17929567)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( it doesn't go unnoticed, his me too, and it's really very telling that the both of them are just two sad souls that found each other, under far too similar circumstances—even with all the dissimilarities between them. it kind of ends up not mattering. right now, here—

wanda snorts, pushing a hand to her face. )


I know. ( she did watch a lot of tv growing up. ) That's how I learned English.

( she watched a lot of it, too, as the one comfort she was allowed in HYDRA when she had been isolated, after the mind stone. a small, square tv in the corner, up high. then back in america, whenever she wasn't training with the avengers or whenever she wasn't lined up for a mission, she would watch hours and hours of sitcoms in her room, finding no real joy in any of them. just something to keep her just barely with her head above water.

how casual it is though, how easy it is, to pick her feet up and uncross her arms, to point somewhere by the coffee table. )


I want the TV there.

( could he make the tv, with his reality warping? maybe. but, she wants to find it. it has to be earned. she tilts her head up, to look up at him, ) We'll watch together, yes?

( it's perhaps about replicating something tender: how watching tv was a family thing, every night, warm and lovely. how vision would find joy in 'understanding' the jokes, obnoxiously logical as he was. just like going out to look at stars together, watching tv together can just be another one of their things. )

Date: 2026-04-29 12:24 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="bangparty"> (pic#17848437)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( she doesn't know if it's impressive when you soak up the language as a kid, and when you have parents who tried very hard at keeping to structures in an unstructured place. it became normal to just speak english together for about an hour or two every night, to the point where it was fun. how else would they understand all those mid-atlantic accents of black-and-white sitcoms?

at the question of the table, wanda pauses.

hm.

she motions vaguely to the side. )


It depends on the TV furniture. It cannot go on the floor, the perfect angle is— ( and then, raising her left hand, she does a general sweep at eye level (is it? the perfect angle? maybe). wanda doesn't finish that sentiment, but does lower her arm. ) Is there anything you want? For the apartment.

( to be clear: ) It's not just mine anymore.
Edited Date: 2026-04-29 12:28 pm (UTC)

Date: 2026-04-29 01:30 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (pic#17848304)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
Bu-roh.

( she repeats, quietly, drawing from her language knowledge— oh, like a desk but not one? it's not a word she uses often, mostly because she can't quite pronounce it properly. just like the word genre. all these things sounds not bad. bookshelves means he'd find himself books to read, surely, and the light from lamps is much kinder than that of overhead ones which can usually be very harsh. what kinds of paintings would david get?

wanda doesn't even need to turn her head to see the expression he makes. she pushes up her hand, between them, presses the back of it to his cheek. stop canting your head at her— )


You can always say no to my suggestions.

( free will, and all that!

she drops her hand, now turning her head to him. )


I'm never going to ask again.

Date: 2026-04-29 02:03 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="buckybear" site=insanejournal.com> (pic#17861074)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( when david moves to change his sitting position, wanda loses her balance momentarily, but presses her hand down onto the cushion to brace herself. she looks at him, frowning as if affronted, because it was cozy and comfortable.

until he decided to sit all awkwardly against the couch's arm. )


I'm not betting joolies with you.

( you're broke. )

—but I could bet star stickers as a reward. ( they still have that silly prize stuff on the line. ) It doesn't count as asking if you offer, though.

Date: 2026-04-29 05:03 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (pic#17848229)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( after david goes ahead and slides his feet in the gab between one couch cushion and the other, wanda turns so that she's sitting wholly facing him, legs crossed. she drums over the lightly lifted cushion, pressing down after a moment.

a knit of her brows, looking away. )


You're going to ask for something weird.

( she plays it so cool, shoulders hunching. meanwhile, the teacup on the arm of the couch that david had placed, wobbles a little precariously behind him. returning to their previous conversation earlier that day— )

I won't do massages.

Date: 2026-04-29 06:50 pm (UTC)
carmesi: ❤ 𝑑𝑛𝑡. (pic#17888647)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( once again, her joke doesn't quite land. wanda frowns, mostly at herself, even as he smiles; is it because she's too serious? not knowing when to let go of the tension in her words so that it's absolutely clear that she's messing around? should there be a tell-tale sign of a smile—

she cuts herself short from thinking that as he busies himself with saving the teacup from a broken fate.

her frown deepens as he asks her if she thinks he's weird. )


I was making a joke. ( admitting, reluctantly, that she's not very funny... ) You are weird, like I am weird. ( a shrug. ) —but you're not weird like... Marcelo from the motel is. I don't actually think you are going to be creepy or anything like that.

( she finishes the sentiment quietly. did he think that she thought he would?

drawing in some air, she aims for extra credit, )
You're nice, and you can be sweet. You're a lot easier to read sometimes, even without — you know. I can give you feedback about how you are as a roommate after a month, if you like.

( a pause, eyes shifting back up to him. )

That's another joke, by the way.

Date: 2026-04-29 08:21 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> (pic#17848317)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
Why are you asking me questions if you're not happy with my answers?

( her expression pinches, and wanda sits up on her knees, onto the cushion that he has wedged his feet under. in this way, she grabs onto one of his knees for support, and, in that obnoxious way that siblings might play-fight in, she grapples for the tea cup that he's holding.

(the teacup hasn't done anything wrong, is innocent in all this, and yet—) )


Not report cards. ( she said it was a joke! ) We have the star stickers, but I'm starting to think you're not going to be fair about giving me any. ( she's not very balanced, as she tries to tug off his fingers from the teacup. ) You said you'd be fair.

( there's hardly any mean streak to this whole thing, her actions and words, but david ought to remember that wanda's kind of... competitive. )

Date: 2026-04-29 09:07 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="bangparty"> (pic#17848049)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( david lets go, abrupt and sudden. fair doesn't mean letting you win. the laws of physics say something about the force of a pull and push situation, surely, but wanda's lived experiences unfortunately hinge heavily on getting to go through situations to learn from them. such as the experience of the force of peeling away once david lets go. between the awkwardly wedged cushion and her positioning, wanda loses her balance and tips over the side of the couch.

she's quick to put her foot down, and just about grasps onto the fabric of the couch with her free hand. her socked foot, however, slides on a section of the floor that isn't covered in carpet (this would not be an issue if she wore shoes inside). the teacup escapes her hand, however—

quickly enough, it stops mid-air, surrounded in red. wanda, for her part, gave up and landed herself on the floor, onto her back, after turning to use her arm as a cushion for the short-distanced fall. one hand is raised, keeping the teacup safe, while the other one lets go of the couch cushion. the teacup, for its part, starts to slowly lower down toward her outstretched hand, until it all but lands on the tip of one of her fingers, and she can grab it properly.

(she's fine.)

then, abruptly, a laugh from her, from the floor. )
Edited Date: 2026-04-30 03:06 am (UTC)

Date: 2026-04-30 05:12 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="bangparty"> (pic#17848046)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
—I think we've put this cup through a lot.

( wanda grabs at his offered hand with her free one, pulling herself up to sit. once she's up, she will let go of his hand, turning her back to him as she carefully, gently, places the cup down on the coffee table. at a glance, they've pretty much decimated their dinner, and what's left over are but scraps that could either be tossed out or eaten after all this time has passed.

she pushes herself to stand, bent over a bit over the table just so that she can start piling plates and silverware together, tidy up a little. wanda steals a glance back at him. )


I can clean up. I don't mind. ( definitely not a test or anything to see if he'll help her or not. wanda genuinely doesn't, as she picks up the plates laden with silverware and food scraps and utensils, and moves them over to the kitchen sink. the cassette on the stereo clicks and stops. she comes back to pick up the wine bottle and the milk carton. at least— one and a half cups left in the bottle, though... with a motion to david. ) Back in the fridge?

( he might not want to finish it just yet. )

Date: 2026-04-30 06:55 pm (UTC)
carmesi: <user name="berks"> ❤ 𝑑𝑛𝑡. (pic#17848359)
From: [personal profile] carmesi
( it's definitely weird (perhaps even fascinating), that in such a short amount of time, despite their missteps, they're constantly in rhythm with each other. it's easy enough, cleaning up, and it's so specifically mundane. part of her wonders if david couldn't just snap his fingers and get everything tidied up. the extent of his abilities are a mystery to her.

david stores the the milk and wine bottle get back in the fridge, all while wanda rolls up her sleeves and picks up at a damp towel to wipe down the coffee table. )


Yeah, I open tomorrow. ( does he know what that means, mister has-never-worked-before— ) But not until ten. ( wanda comes back to the sink, rinsing out the towel, likely doing this over david's arms as he seems to take particular ownership of the sink area. she stands to the side, one hand on the counter. ) Will you come pick up your card game?